dance like no one's watching! :P

Saturday, November 26, 2005

life is definitely full of suprises..:)

no time no blog.. haha :) well, i've been really busy lately and there's no time for me to blog. even to go online. ARGH! the j and j practices kept me busy plus all the school work we had to do. projects, LTs, quizzes + j and j practices until 8 were all combined last week. woah! talk about hectic.

the j and j competition was estatic. eventhough we didn't win i still loved it. people were shouting all over and everyone was pumped up to cheer for their own batch. :) i just loved it! and the most brilliant part of all was the dance itself. it felt wonderful to dance infront of an audience. knowing all your steps and just doing your thing was a blast. i really had fun dancing. i guess its my passion to dance. haha :)after the competition we went to cuenca to check out the things that they were selling. we went to town after and then just bummed there. foodcourt. seattles. where ever. it was fun. we just laughed and laughed. haha :)

the barkada (me, kariz and bim) didn't go to school last thursday since it was fair and decided to go with gellie's barkada in misty's house to bum there. haha :) went to mcdo in the morning to meet up with gabby, rose and toti and then we went straight to misty's house a few minutes after. when we arrived to her place they were already watching OC season1 so we decided to go and watch with them. Magic sing soon followed after we watched it. laughtrip :) rose and gabby carreer mode kumanta. haha ;) and then all of the sudden jaime started shouting out "positions postions" or something like that. so malamang kami nila bim super nagtaka. and then all of them started to read something out of a piece of paper. soon after we were already part of their barkada :) lovin' it :) haha! it was the sweetest thing ever. me, kariz and bim were already crying because of it. haha! :) went to town at around 1 and then just went around and helped patty look for the perfect dress for santi's party.

we decided to go to school for the 2nd day of school. argh. we really really regret doing that since it was really dull. except for the barkada basketball, we didn't do anything. we just sat down in the cadlum and talked. it was such a waste of time to be there not doing anything. haha :) i feel bad for the people who have booths since they only had a designated area for them to catch people. anyway, dropped of bugoiy in town and then went home at 4. talked to rocky for the first time ever. haha :) i had a blast. it was really fun. super daming tawanan. haha :) love ya soulmate :P

check out my multiply for the pictures :)

another day goes by. jjoe
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Monday, October 31, 2005

why can't i breathe whenever i think about you?

SATURDAY:
it started of with our j and j practice in pili park.. it was at around 8 in the morning but we didn't really start on time because some people were late.. including us! haha :) the practice was okei.. it was tiring and pili park was kinda dirty so we didn't practice that much.. we ended at around 2:30 so me and kariz went to my house.. we ate and rested and then at around 5 we took a bath and changed already.. we left the house at around 7 since i had to wait for my tita to arrive since i haven't seen her for the longest time..

the night was a blast.. the SI evaluation for the retreat of circle 102 was wonderful.. eventhough me and kariz arrived there at 7:30 it was still fun.. when we arrived the evaluation was over and the party was starting.. we just spent the whole night talking, eating, bonding and our favorite "taking pictures".. haha :) our batch is definitely vain and i love it! the whole night went so fast since there where alot of things that happened.. :P i love jaime's ipod nano.. haha! ang cute, ang liit tapos may mirror pa! loving it! :) everyone was happy and hyper yesterday especially rose and kariz.. niceone! :)

"sandali nalang maari bang pagbigayan.. aalis na nga maari bang hawakan ang iyong mga kamay.. sana ay maabot ng langit ang iyong mga ngiti.."

TODAY:
halloween!!! :)
haha! loving it.. went to gellie's house at 1.. the halloween spirit in gellie's house is still alive.. how lucky! some of our families don't really celebrate it.. that's why we go to gellie's house! haha :) people started pouring in at around 2.. mostly gellie's family and some of our friends like kariz, patty, sam, rocky and jake... we went trick or treating after, wearing our lovely costumes.. HAHA :p at first it was "nakakailang" since we were with small kids and even the candy givers were younger than us but then after a while we didn't care anymore.. we had lots of fun! :) we got lots of candies too! haha :P after trick or treating we went to gellie's house to fix up again and eat! uli arrived soon after and then me, kariz and patty went with them going to hillsborough for shiver.. shiver was alright.. some of the bands were really good.. but after a while we got tired so we went outside to bum there.. kariz and her cousin chesca went home with me at 11 because they didn't want to stay there anymore.. they left at 11:30.. :)

"the craziest thing i can do for the person i love is to try to get him the woman he loves. its wierd and yet this is how i show my love even if it hurts the biggest part of me.."

hhmm.. that's it for now! i'll blog next time.. haha! :) bye, mwah!

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Sunday, October 16, 2005

look at the stars, look how they shine for you and all the things you do..

this weak smile
this broken fantasy
a neverending style
of broken hearted extasy..

all these expectations
they never came true
i thought we had a connection
but love never came through..

this pathetic feeling
of faith and hope
i was only dreaming
now realizing i was riding down a steep slope..

my stupidity took over me
thinking we had a chance
but now i can see
that this should be the end of our queer dance..

oh no.. sentiness again.. hating it so much! i hate thinking about whats happening to me.. i hate what i feel inside.. i hate the thought that they can be.. i hate the thought that im falling for him so hard... its wierd, im hoping eventhough i know there's no chance.. help! my hearts breaking into small bits and pieces and i dont even know what to do about it.. i hide it all inside, pretending to laugh.. pretending that its okei.. f*ck! i gotta stop this.. i cant live like this..

"bleeding in the inside.. laughing on the outside"

okei, enough of that... what happened today? hhmmm.. went to taguig to visit my lola and cousin who's celebrating his birthday.. it was okei :) just bummed there and fell asleep.. haha :) me and my sister played with our cute little cousins.. it was funny, since we really didn't know what we were doing.. my cousins are totally vain.. haha :) here are some pics:

im currently chatting with gliza and mark.. haha :) im glad i have someone to talk to about everything's that happening in my life.. good and bad experiences.. atleast im starting to open up about it and not keep it all inside.. jake also told me that its bad to hide it all.. we learned that in SI.. hehe :) im happy that i can talk to my circle mates and not feel wierd or anything like that.. and i hope people in circle 102 will too.. i hope they'll have as much as fun as the past circle did... :)

this is the end of my blog.. haha :) mwah!

another day goes by. jjoe
. (1) loves me. .some smiles.